I just took a looksy at some purses online. I dont understand why they are hundreds of dollars. I saw a beautiful red leather one for 329.00 dollars. That is a car payment and a few really good milkshakes. I am baffled why women buy them and almost "have to have " mentality. Is it a status symbol? Is it that something is missing in their life and they are compensating? I have 2 expensive purses, a Douney and Bourke and a Coach..both I got from thrifts stores. The Douney came with a wallet. It had 24 cents in it. I paid a quarter for the purse set.

This is a totally out of my comfort zone thing I am trying. I have so many thoughts run through my head that I hardly can contain them. I figured I needed an outlet for them.

When you sit back and think of all the experiences you have had during your days on this earth..do you ponder your existence or do you wonder if you have done any good . Have you helped someone in need. Have you lifted the spirits of person who was in need. Have you been genuine and real. Or have you worn a false mask to try to make your self feel better?

Somedays it feels as if just going through the motions of life is too taxing. But then I ask myself..why do you feel this way? There is no reason in this word that you should feel "non existing" unless you made yourself feel like this. Sometimes we have to give ourselves a "pep" talk. There so many other things out in this world that are not good and have horrible repercussions. Can I walk through this world today and not be tarnished in some way or scarred. Yes I can!